February was probably the most difficult month I have ever had. After wrecking my car on February 9th, I had a hard time getting around … I had forgotten to add rental coverage to my insurance policy when I signed up … Smooth … Next, I lost my new phone only six days after I got it … so, I was out of contact for a day or two … Then, the Broward Sheriffs department lost my accident report … so my insurance company delayed my claim until I tracked down the reporting officer to give me a copy … I’m still waiting for a claim check there … However, nothing could have been more devastating to me than what happened next.
On February 16th, 2009, my girlfriend committed suicide … Until then, I hadn’t ever had someone close to me do something so drastic. When I found out that she had been found dead … I was in disbelief … the realization didn’t actually set in for a couple of days … I think I went into an immediate state of denial. It was about a week later that all at once, the pain and reality that my beautiful, loving and sweet girlfriend was gone … hit me.
The pain of losing her has been so intense that I have nearly been unable to function and work. She was very special to me and we were in the height of our relationship … I don’t want to discuss the events that led up to her death … they are too personal to share at this point … But, I have been completely immersed in a state of shock, sorrow, grief and sadness ever since the day I heard what had happened to her. Honestly, I just want to say that I loved Lisa very much and I will always remember her for the intimate times we shared together. She was the light of my life and I will never forget her …
Dear Lisa, I will always remember you baby …
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